Monday, March 23, 2009

welcome back-with a swift kick in the gut

this is kinda how i felt today...i showed it to all my classes. and the kids just were crazy today, so i guess i got a little taste of how parents feel...except i was dealing with 90 of them. Bah!

as far as spring break goes, it was ok. i went from having all my time filled to having NOTHING to do.  it was very weird and lonely, and i really struggled to not just try to hide from the emptiness i feel in my life.  and then to go back...it was just rough.  i was very grateful to rest, to sleep in everyday til 10, to see kelsea, and to just bum with friends.  being at the seneca house with friends was lovely, and getting to play music was great...but ya, still painful in lots of ways.  so ya...there ya go cori :)

today feels like autumn in indiana so im gonna go enjoy it - you should too

3 comments:

Cheryl L Higgins said...

Love you Layne. I can relate with the loneliness. Crazy kids too. Miss you.

Layne Julia said...

i miss you too Cheryl, and it's always comforting to know you empathize. love you lots

cori said...

hey friend, thanks for answering my request. :-) glad you got to chill a little bit and see kelsea! and for your honesty, I really appreciate your realness friend.

I miss you.

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Monday, March 23, 2009

welcome back-with a swift kick in the gut

this is kinda how i felt today...i showed it to all my classes. and the kids just were crazy today, so i guess i got a little taste of how parents feel...except i was dealing with 90 of them. Bah!

as far as spring break goes, it was ok. i went from having all my time filled to having NOTHING to do.  it was very weird and lonely, and i really struggled to not just try to hide from the emptiness i feel in my life.  and then to go back...it was just rough.  i was very grateful to rest, to sleep in everyday til 10, to see kelsea, and to just bum with friends.  being at the seneca house with friends was lovely, and getting to play music was great...but ya, still painful in lots of ways.  so ya...there ya go cori :)

today feels like autumn in indiana so im gonna go enjoy it - you should too

3 comments:

Cheryl L Higgins said...

Love you Layne. I can relate with the loneliness. Crazy kids too. Miss you.

Layne Julia said...

i miss you too Cheryl, and it's always comforting to know you empathize. love you lots

cori said...

hey friend, thanks for answering my request. :-) glad you got to chill a little bit and see kelsea! and for your honesty, I really appreciate your realness friend.

I miss you.