Pardon the profanities, but this is kinda how feel looking back at my journal. I was writing all the these that happened this past week, 2 students in accidents, another student's brother died, life just being painful and broken...but God has blessed me so much! Why do I complain so much? So I just feel like I need to praise God for being so good...so VERY, VERY GOOD :)
I got to talk to John!!!! He was awake and looking SOO GOOD!! Two other teachers and myself made quesadillas and took them to his family at the hospital and we happened to show up when he was awake - AHHHHH!!!! YEAH!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!! And I have to admit, though it hits a little bit on my pride button, John's best friend told me as soon as I got there, "I'm so glad you're here! He was so mad he was asleep when you were here before. Let me go tell him (I need his approval to be in his room). " Then she comes back and says, "He just yelled at me for making you wait that long :) Of course, he says come in!" I love my students, and I love that my students love me...I'm sure there's some of my junk mixed up in that...but in the mean time, oh well. :) He looks sooo good, and the doctor's are weaning him off morphine so it's funny to watch him get pissy with the doctors. He reminds me of my grandpa when he was in the hospital - so very testy with the nurses and doctors. :) I am so thankful to Jesus because his dad said on Monday they told him to prepare because his son was going to die and now here he is, getting mad that he's not at school and getting scholarships to go to college.
I love the healing and redemption that only Jesus can bring...wow....thanks for praying everyone! I can see Jesus watching over his life, and could feel his Spirit protecting him in his hospital room :) YYYYEEEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
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