my default i try to avoid

This past week I didn't get a paper done that I needed to, and as of today, my grandpa is sick enough in the hospital that I am flying home on Monday...yes in 1.5 days and I just booked the ticket today.  He has water on his brain and his heart keeps trying to shut down.  This is really freaky, and I'm trying to fight to freak out as I'm missing lots of class, and I have big group projects going right now. 

All to say...this picture above is where I tend to go, and this semester is no different. If you guys could pray for me - that I could rest, grieve, and let Jesus be in control - that would be awesome.  And if you could pray for my grandpa as he's such a high-spirited guy, and this is really painful and difficult for him, as well as for my grandma.  They've been married for 58 YEARS, and I can't even imagine what she's going through.  

thanks everybody...whoever reads this and is inclined to pray :)

this image came from this site which posted where it originally came from, but the site was moved (attempting to respect copyright).